Thursday, September 29, 2016

I Miss...2 weeks today

I miss your smile.
I miss the way you spoke with your eyes and how much they said.
I miss you sitting on the floor cutting up paper into tiny pieces.
I miss your cluck.
I miss your determination.
I miss massaging your feet.
I miss the sounds of the machines.
I miss having to watch what you wanted to on TV or just the right movie for that time.
I miss how you smell.
I miss the softness of your voice.
I miss you laying in bed with mommy and daddy during thunderstorms.
I miss your laughter.

You may not physically be with us any more but you will forever be with our minds, in our memories and in our hearts. Ian, may you find your purpose.

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or consedit. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense. It is not resentful. Taught me everything about life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss him. But our love is like the wind, I can't see it but I can feel it.

Do you know how brave you are? My brave. You have taught us the meaning of life....not.only are you my hero but so is Becca.

You taught us the meaning of life, you taught us to cherish every moment and to make every day memorable. We will do our best to continue living that way, treasure, dream, live.

You were one of the greatest gifts to come into our lives. Your smile made everyone else smile.
You asked us many times about Heaven...would there be TV, popcorn, both Ghostbuster movies, your fan...we told you yes, they would all be there plus more. No more trache, no more vent, all the dumplings you want...

You asked if there were phones in Heaven, and as we told you, when we are ready we will call you so you can meet us.

The invisible string will keep up together, your smile when I read you the story will always be on my heart.

We know you are ok up there. Don't worry buddy we will eventually be OK.

"For now, remember this: When you feel low on smiles and you feel it’s over before you’ve had a chance to begin, dig deep and remember your purpose. Laugh loud, live in the moment and dream big. And most of all, remember you mattered in this world"

1 comment:

Marci Scher said...

Kelly Sullivan Bryan 😢

Julie Kaplan Love you

Karen Wright King Hugs

Jennifer Larsen Orlando Thinking of you ❤

Jill Pelovitz Just beautiful Marci.

Charles R Hentz Big hugs.

Heather Schmidt Young Continued thoughts of you and your family.

Rachel Goodman Beautifully written. My heart breaks for you! I know your strong! He's your angel boy!

Kenzie Lewis I love you ❤💕😘
Marci Weinberg Scher Love you more!

Judy Schwartz What remarkable love your family shares!!

Laurie Fox Schimmel Hugs!!😘

Alex Weinberg Sending you many hugs from NJ

Sherri Asher Always thinking of you all!! Soft hugs my friend !

Irina Brusilovsky Goldsmith

Kenny Brannon I miss my Friend very much. OH the funny stories I could tell.It was a total joy to have Ian as my personal kid at school for 3 years, Those were the best 3 years out of my 14 years with Baltimore County Schools, and IAN was my favorite kid of em all.

Adena Baer ❤❤❤

Tracey Lamberg Robbins Beautiful words Marci. I pray for your strength everyday.

Leslie Malsbury Old Amazing words! 🙏❤

Debi Gersh Van Camp Xoxo

Stacy Berman Lunenfeld We think of you all every day. 😘

Erika Agetstein Buchdahl Perfect words. 🤗 hugs

Connie Rosenthal Berman ❤

Steve Lunenfeld Thinking of all of you everyday.

Sam Rosenbaum Love love love, thank you ❤☃❤

Wanda Kuperus Thank you for sharing your story with us, Marci.

Monique Erdos-Gertner Beautifully written and meaningful.

Sharon Cohen That is beautiful! Thank you for sharing.

Barbara Paige beauutiful! you have such a gift with words!

Leslie Dickman Hollins Thinking of all of you. ❤

Suzanne Applebaum Shapiro Incredibly moving Marci. I have thought of you often over the last couple weeks. ❤

Susan Schneider Havelock 😢💖

Meredith Gelfand Sending love. That was beautifully written with so much love.

Marlene Ettlin Just beautiful. You are all beyond amazing. ❤❤

Sheri Greenberg Gelvar So beautiful!!

Gina Cohen Beautiful thoughts. Sending u virtual big hugs. When ur ready for a night out for a meal with some company, call me please.

Irene Summers Gordon Gellar Such a touching post in your blog. I hope you will continue to share so we can continue to be reminded how special the 4 of you are!

Melody Ballan Cooper Ian hears you and so do a lot of people❤

Connie McElroy Lippenholz Hugs & much love to you all.

Dawn Grados Castor <3 <3 <3 !!!!

Sally Weintraub Grobani Sending hugs. You and the whole family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Alicia Katznelson Broth He sure did matter. Ian impacted hundreds -- maybe more - in the most positive way. But so have you, Marci. <3

Deb Wood Sending you an infinite heart hug .. 💝

Anita Spivak Rozenel Sending hugs.

Jamie Leboe Beautifully written.

Kathy McCormick Gray Just beautiful 💙

Kelli Maples Bethel Love! Been thinking of all of you!

Jaclyn Ross Sending hugs and love❤❤❤