Sunday, October 30, 2016

Logic vs Emotion

Logic vs emotion...logically my brain knows Ian's gone; emotionally my heart hurts. Logically, I know Ian's out of pain; emotionally my pain will always be there. Logically, I know he freed himself as well as us; emotionally I don't want to be freed. Logically, I know he is only gone physically; emotionally he will always be in my heart. Logically, my brain knows all of this plus more; emotionally my heart is broken. Logic vs emotion does it even makes sense.

Which one wins, some days logic wins most days emotion wins. Some days it is half one and half the other. Some moments its all or none. I try to remember that Ian would want us to live; to not be sad and to be okay. But then I think what does it mean to be okay, will we ever be okay? I think one day we will be "okay"; as okay as can be after losing a child. Logic vs emotion, can one of them ever win or be equal.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Jay Weiner Love you

Stacy Berman Lunenfeld Always amazed by your words.

Tamara Jayne Flax Again, beautifully written.

Barbara Levin Marci, don't expect so much of yourself. You just lost your beautiful boy and you need to mourn is not being physically with you. He will always be with you.

Claudia Gonzalez Love you Marci. Hope to see you soon.

Annelise Sullivan We can only imagine what you're going through.

Jennifer Larsen Orlando I can't even imagine what you're experiencing. You're so strong, you're still healing.

Heather Schmidt Young ❤hugs❤

Daean Menke Yes Marci, it makes a lot of sense to me. My heart aches for strange anticipation of the unknown.

Maureen Jack Herban Hugs💜

Heather Lev Love you!!!! xoxo