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Another Sleepless Night - Brian

It's a little after midnight, October 31st, once again, I am having a sleepless night. Every time I close my eyes, to try to sleep, I have those horrific images of that fateful day back on September 15, 2016. The day my son, Ian, passed away.  
It has been a little over 2 years now and I still have those vivid images every now and again; that I just cant seem to get rid of.  Not that I want to get rid of them, completely, but I wouldn't mind them being replaced with better ones. Especially, when I'm trying to go to sleep. Those images lead in to the thoughts of still not believing in a way that he is gone. Taken from this world and our lives forever. Not a day passes where I would love to hug him, hold his hand, look in to his eyes, have him tell at me something or whatever, but those days are long gone (776 days gone to be exact).

This is a passage from a James Patterson book I just recently finished....Count to Ten:  A Private Novel:

“Tell me it gets easier, Santosh. Rea…