I Miss...2 weeks today

I miss your smile.
I miss the way you spoke with your eyes and how much they said.
I miss you sitting on the floor cutting up paper into tiny pieces.
I miss your cluck.
I miss your determination.
I miss massaging your feet.
I miss the sounds of the machines.
I miss having to watch what you wanted to on TV or just the right movie for that time.
I miss how you smell.
I miss the softness of your voice.
I miss you laying in bed with mommy and daddy during thunderstorms.
I miss your laughter.

You may not physically be with us any more but you will forever be with us...in our minds, in our memories and in our hearts. Ian, may you find your purpose.

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or consedit. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense. It is not resentful. Taught me everything about life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss him. But our love is like the wind, I can't see it but I can feel it.

Do you know how brave you are? My hero...so brave. You have taught us the meaning of life....not.only are you my hero but so is Becca.

You taught us the meaning of life, you taught us to cherish every moment and to make every day memorable. We will do our best to continue living that way, treasure, dream, live.

You were one of the greatest gifts to come into our lives. Your smile made everyone else smile.
You asked us many times about Heaven...would there be TV, popcorn, both Ghostbuster movies, your fan...we told you yes, they would all be there plus more. No more trache, no more vent, all the dumplings you want...

You asked if there were phones in Heaven, and as we told you, when we are ready we will call you so you can meet us.

The invisible string will keep up together, your smile when I read you the story will always be on my heart.

We know you are ok up there. Don't worry buddy we will eventually be OK.

"For now, remember this: When you feel low on smiles and you feel it’s over before you’ve had a chance to begin, dig deep and remember your purpose. Laugh loud, live in the moment and dream big. And most of all, remember you mattered in this world"